ppl say my biggest weakness is tht im too emotional
i always tell people, i am an emotional gal

ppl ask me y
i say its coz of PMS

i guess gals just have this priviledge
the priviledge to get all emotional but need not to bear the consequences

but what i din realise
this is costing me too much
as well as people around me

y can i be all happy happy crazy crazy in front of everyone else
but when i come home, i can not talk to mum at all
n i can be all nasty to him
why?

because they are the closest people to me
im comfortable with them
i reveal the true self to them
the tired, stressed and emotional side of me after being a whole day's entertainer

i havent been talking to mum for days
y? i have no idea
there werent any argument at all
i know she's unhappy abt something with me, i have no idea wat..

before going to sleep is the only time i can talk to him
i dont like the idea of him being so busy during the day
so busy i find it abit hard to understand
at nite he gets so tired, n lately ive been so emotional
we cannot talk no more...

i hate this
its bad enough we're not seeing each other
now we cant even talk...
i miss him... ...

n mum...i dunno y she's not talking with me...
she hates me...
he hates me too...

...because im an emotional B#$%^...